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I was almost to my moms when I got his call.... “we should wait till Monday to do this” “why?” “You left my cookies on the table in the living room” “No, that’s your bad. They go in the cupboard when you are done and I took all the open food out of the cupboard.” “Okay, what about my CPAP machine”“Yeah, I honestly forgot about that but you can put it in your car today” “Were you going to wash the bedding and all the dishes when you get home?” “I planned on washing the pillow cases and the blankets in the morning” “I think we need to do it Monday”“So I can’t start anything till 2 in the afternoon? I need you to get up early so I’ll have the day to do it and I know you won’t. I’m just asking you to set them”“Monday”“Whatever, I”m disappointed so thanks for the little bit of helped I actually asked for” and I hung up.

I’m going to set them myself in the morning and take the blankets and sheets to the laundry Mat to waste the 2 hours.... He could have said that last night when I could have remembered to some damn thing with his CPAP.... or Thursday when I said I was going to do it while he was at work ....

I can’t believe I thought he’d do it...... so now I’d taken a break today from the MTurk 10 and listing stuff to hang out with my mom. Planning that when I came home I was going to work on cleaning it up and honestly could (because I had way more time than I though I would) have washed the linens.... but he didn’t do the damn bomb....

Now I will have to opt out of getting the MTurk 10 again tomorrow so that I can spend 2 hours+ out of the house.... spending money I had no intention of because I’s rather spend money on just me than on us.... The laundry will take forever though so probably that and breakfast will be enough.

I’m exhausted.... the trip went well BUT.... though the website said 10 they open at 8 on Sat. and Sunday.... so we still missed the line waiting and the good items. Mom did find a handheld cordless Dirt Devil vac for $5 … worked and David was kinda excited about it when she got it home. They have 3 dogs and he had a dirt devil that broke. I managed to go through the whole thing and found a couple items to sell but nothing amazing. Mom asked to go with me next week so we are gonna try to do that.

i’d like to have the house done by then.... i don’t see that happening but I want it.....

Something is wrong with me though. I’m having more and more trouble dealing with these punches. I’m not waiting till Monday because I will still have no help and he will just be in the way. I’m so angry/disappointed I want to cry, seriously that can’t be normal. Also, I want him to come at me over it. Like I’m gonna do this tomorrow and on Monday I’m going to have to spend more time on MTurk and When he asks Ï have to make up for not doing it Sunday”..... and then tell him for the 400th time to pic up his damn DVD’s.....