Page of swords, King of Pent, 4 of cups in tarot journey

Past:
Page of Swords
A lithe, active figure holds a sword upright in both hands, while in the act of swift walking.
Divinatory meaning: Authority, overseeing, secret service, vigilance, spying, examination, and the qualities thereto belonging.
Reversed: More evil side of these qualities, what is unforeseen, an unprepared state, sickness is also intimated.

Present:
King of Pentacles
The figure calls for no special description. The face is rather dark, suggesting also courage, but somewhat lethargic in tendency. The bull’s head should be noted as a recurrent symbol on his throne. The sign of this suit is represented throughout as engraved or blazoned with the pentagram, typifying the correspondence of four elements in human nature and that by which they may be governed.
Divinatory meaning: Valor, realizing intelligence, business and normal intellectual aptitude, sometimes mathematical gifts and attainments of this kind-success in these paths.
Reversed: Vice, weakness, ugliness, perversity, corruption, peril.

Future:
Four of cups
A young man is seated under a tree and contemplates three cups set on the grass before him. He expresses discontent with his environment. An arm issuing from a cloud offers him another cup.
Divinatory meaning: Weariness, disgust, aversion, imaginary vexations- as if the wine of this world had caused satiety only. Another cup of wine, as if a fairy gift, is not offered him, but he sees no consolation therein.
Reversed: novelty, omen, new instructions, new relations.

Past: as usual I have no idea what that might have been but Past so nothing to worry about presently.
Present.... I just turned down a guy trying to trade something for less than the value of things he wanted.... smh
Future: I see this as more of not being satisfied… being given knives when you need a spoon. With the IBR for Rocky’s loans asking 50 a month. I can see progress being slower and it feeling like no matter how much we do.... I do know better though so “just keep swimming”