the beginning, again in Second 1st

It’s barely 5 and I’ve already been up for 3 hours. The absolute worst part is that today is technically the first day of a 25 day vacation… and I can’t even sleep till 4:30? sigh I’m up, whatever.

I didn’t have to think too hard on it but it struck me real hard… I’ve been doing the tarot cards pretty consistently and I’ll be done before long… then shuffle them all the time for a reflection on a specific thing and for fun in groups.... I digress.... I was wondering why I can’t seem to apply the same mentality to a simple workout.... so… starting this morning over my 25 days I’m going to workout each morning. I’m not good at being consistent because I hate it … I don’t hate tarot.... but I really do hate being fat… I do.... and if it were to come out that THAT is a reason we aren’t having sex.... that would end in divorce for sure.... I would say an absolute beginner’s workout is on my list of things to do but.... I did it… I put it before prosebox on the priority list…