Happy Wanking. in Whey and Sonic Screwdrivers.

As a complete aside, it just occurred to me that my sex drive is returning. Not like some overbearing thing, but I've masturbated three nights straight for the first time in YEARS. Mind you, the heavy drinking has really only been since last August, but still. The past couple months, I've pretty much "forgotten" to masturbate. Once every week or two, I'll remember that abstaining makes for a really fun time, except I'm not as into it as you'd think I'd be, ya know?

Just been a long time since I decided consciously, "Huh, I kinda want to cuddle up with some erotica and masturbate." What? Masturbation is like cuddling your genitals. With your hands. And sometimes lube. Oh man, I have the BEST lube ever. I was able to get the LIGHTEST touch ever tonight, because it was slick and just the right consistency. Come on, everybody reads sexual entries for needless details. I love when I'm all hard (what a ubiquitous statement) and the slightest touch feels awesome and I'm all, well...

Also, as an aside, I FINALLY got rid of the mound of residual Candi-things that was taking up space in my flat. Had a number of moments where I cried a little, but it's good to get things out of my system. I kinda feel bad throwing shit out, but she said to me, verbatim, to throw out anything she left behind. Anything I didn't throw out is either one closet or another, out of sight, which is the important part.

Just need to put up the pictures I brought with me when I moved in uh almost 14 months ago, and I'll be ready to take pictures to send to my mom and stuff. What? Who wants to take pictures of a cluttered apartment? I want to be able to say THIS IS MY HOUSE I HAVE TO DEFEND IT and stuff.

Did I mention wanting to make a list of good/positive/healthy habits I want to initiate? Sometimes seemingly neutral habits end up making our day, even if they seem like effort, as their absence leads to a void that needs to be filled some other way. Or just habits that satisfy Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs.

Hrm. I should brush my teeth before retiring. ; )