mildly irritated today I guess in Second 1st

Today, I have a meet about noon for that TV mount.... this morning a lady messaged me and we met for a wireless charging pad and a phone holder.... and met in 20 mins....

I’m going to attempt to put together this patio furniture in a few. I don’t have forever today .... I have a package to get together and when Rocky gets up we will take it and get his Bangs for the weekend .... and likely something to eat. We also need to go to get emissions tests and tag renewals for the van and Rocky’s car....van is due before the end of this moth… and Rocky’s next month.... then mine the month after :)

I got irritated with Rocky’s behavior mostly in game last night.... i feel like these guys just do stuff to make the game harder for me.... and Nicole barely plays… she’s always looking at her phone or reading the players guide and not paying attention to what’s going on in the actual game. sigh Whenever this is over I’m not DMing again.... ever probably.... I mean maybe with different players?.... maybe… but dang this gets so dumb.... why would William a dwarf mind you .... who are generally afraid to get their feet off ground.... want to ride a horse.... that’s not logical.... or cook goblins breakfast.... and I always think later how I could have done better.... I mean did those goblins speak common? does Williams guy speak goblin?.... smh how did 5 gobbys eating not wake anyone else.... smh I suck at this.

JUST started snowing.... I wanted to bring in the other stuff today :(.... so I can finish this load....

I have 2 weeks… then I’m going to have nearly a month off work..... I want to get a pallet of smaller things by vacation time.... and possibly make Saturday trips to Give me a 5.... and maybe do research on other stuff.... maybe go to the by the lb. Good Will outlet .... finish the diamond painting I stopped for Alex’s.... plan a casino weekend.... maybe....

I spent a ton of money yesterday.... our taxes had come back Friday but our bank was updating some things so the website was not available till the 18th … I sat down yesterday and paid so much stuff..... Rocky got a new CPAP mask ($141.98 because new year, new deductible), I got migraine meds (28), paid off the one loan (3896), put emergency money back (topped to 1500, I had to put 900 in it) house note for March (1092), water (25), lights (197), the other pipe loan min payment (129.50, which will from here on out be 300 a month), internet (70), security (30), and trash pick up (20 a month pd till July)..... I was probably in a bad mood to start..... before the game.....

Just feel like we work so hard for nothing....because we are snowballing it’s the same payments.... the same amounts they are just allocated differently after something is paid.... There really is almost an ëxtra” 200 a month if we find we need it .... if something happens that I wouldn’t call an emergency .... Ultimately though.... everything is paid till the 10th of next month and a loan got paid off.... so there really isn’t much to complain about I just hated so much watching it dwindle with each payment.... and be mostly gone.... and we still need to get my a/c fixed so I’m really thinking casino will have to wait :(.... I’d like to do it with my time off so I don’t have to take more time off for it. It was a promised prize for this loan.... but so was getting my car fixed for the student loans.... funny think huh.... got his car 100% though....