Yes, I'm bitching in Book Seven: Reconstruction 2020

So… my mind has not been my friend these last 34 hours.

I keep wondering… how am I so easy to not care about? I mean… Martha knows me better than every other human on this planet. We’ve been together for 14 years. And yet… I clearly matter so little to her. It… it’s something to work through.

Clearly… I’m just… not that important, I guess.