Angry in Journal 2020

I’m so angry I don’t know know why I’m just so so angry. I’m crying I’m so angry. I want to just scribble on paper until I can’t stop. I feel my insides boiling and I just want to kick and scream. I don’t know why I’m angry. I don’t know. I wish I could know I just can’t figure out why but I do know why. I feel hurt. I feel betrayed. I need to stop feeling this way. But I can’t stop it. I just want this all to be over.