process of getting groceries in Second 1st

I have to get groceries 2-3 times a week.... luckily the stores are no more than 10 mins away.... but it’s getting annoying. Why?.... well Rocky and I went to get some yesterday. I occasionally asked him if he’d like things.... you know pass the isle with the cookies and cakes “need any sweet cakes or chips?”.... he’ll answer or turn down the isle to get what he wants.... i don’t think of myself much .... what do I want? I just want him to make sure not to forget anything.... Also, what would you like for dinners?.... and what would you like for work?.... as well as Do we need milk? and bread?..... these are every time questions. Some result in I don’t know answers. We leave with very few groceries but likely enough to get us through the next few days. ....

That afternoon usually, I realize I have no snack stuff for myself.... nothing.... we just got groceries but I didn’t get anything for myself.... so I have to wait. I tell myself I’ll run out in the morning without Rocky and get something..... Rocky spends the afternoon remembering things he wanted or realizing what he would like for work and he writes it on the whiteboard. I’ll take a picture with my phone here in a bit and go to the store.

I will buy whatever crap I want plus what’s on the list this morning. One should never go grocery shopping on an empty stomach so I’ll get something to eat before I go.

The Wednesday the new BOGO sales for Publix will start, we will look them over and head over there if we see something we need.

It’s really a stupid process.... if I could just buy what I want with Rocky there.... if he could just think about what he’d like to eat before we go.... if we would just not go to begin with until we have an idea of what we want..... oh yeah, we are amazeballz.... smh

I just looked over the list of things to do yesterday and I didn’t manage more than half of it. I didn’t touch dishes or laundry so I’ll have to make up for that today. We did go to the store to get cold stuffs just after that meeting at 10. I have another meeting today at noon for a rollator (had no idea what that was but it’s those walkers with seats in them). Rocky had brought in a few items.... and a couple of them are broken.... either way honestly it wasn’t nearly enough and I managed to list 3 items.... and there aren’t anymore in here so I’ll have to go out and get more myself if Rocky’s still asleep when I hit that point in my day. Got the package out but didn’t get to do my nails. Also, made the 10 on MTurk.....

So, today: Dishes, laundry, my groceries, have to get gas too, redo nails, maybe order some more, meet at noon, bring in more stuff, list 5 items (if not more), make 10 in MTurk, pull things from freezer for weekend food (to make Thursday). I feel like there are 80 other things like “clean off desk” that need done.... but if I didn’t finish my list yesterday I’m sure I won’t today lol.... still gonna try.