Unwritten in Current Events

You’re not bored, lazy or unmotivated you’re afraid.

I am so glad that I came across this video. I overslept today and I am probably going to beat myself up over it because I have to admit to myself here that I am not in control of my life. I’m not drinking, gambling or doing drugs and stuff like that but I am not actually doing anything. I removed so many habits and thoughts that no longer serve me but I failed to put anything new in. If that even makes sense? I feel like a blank slate or a blank page. I know what my goals are but I can’t bring myself to bridge that gap. I can blame it on anything that I want but the bottom line is that I am afraid. I need to find a way to get in control.