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- Dec. 31, 2019, 10:32 a.m.
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I didn’t get to talk to daddy at all yesterday and it’s all my fault. I think I scared him away.
I had this stupid idea… really stupid idea. I talked to Celtic about it and she told me be careful and ask first.
I wanted like him to cut me. With a knife. And put words. because I thought it’d be nice I was thinking about for a while.
I didn’t even think…I just asked…
And he thought I cut because I’m so stupid no and we talked a bit but he seemed upset still and now he hasn’t said anything he never responded to my last message
It’s all my fault. I shouldn’t have asked. Because…I wanted more than that…but nobody ever says yes in the end…not even daddy....
I’m gross…
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