Merry Christmas in Bittersweet

Christmas was good! My kids really are so spoiled. The 4 boys got electric scooters and hoverboards based on their ages. Little girl got a scooter from great grandpa ( who forgot she already has one, but its princesses so she loves it lol) There were dolls, legos, building kits a trampoline. Then my husband came home today and he bought a switch so “they” ( aka HE) could play it lol. Little girl actually took her Rapunzel doll shopping with daddy today and buckled her in. It was so cute. First time shes done that. :) Everyone is so happy daddy is back. It was a long few weeks. Although hes missing in action right now. Hes either up with my stepdad or in the bathroom lol. But its nice having backup. The kids always listen better to their father. That dad voice in all.

We had roast for dinner and lots of pie and fudge. Kids are being super good today and just chilling together, They went on a ride together. They did have a bit of a fight between my oldest and my older nephew. They are a year apart, But my son is 6 ft tall and Jo is only 5 ft 2 at best haha. But they managed till i got back.

Hubby starts a new job on the 6th. We are going to get our feet under us. We are going to turn stuff around. I took the full dose of my anti depressants tonight after crying over a commercial. And im going to be ok too. It may take a bit… But i know things will get better.