I'm sick, wonderful in Since OD is shutting down....

It started Wednesday night and it's just getting worse. I'm just irritated because I don't want to spend my days off nursing a damn cold but it looks like I have no choice. I am just so wiped out. I know that a lot of it is me just being run down, not getting enough sleep and having so much going on. I went to Walmart last night for cough drops, day time pills, nyquil and a bunch of comfort foods. I'm kinda back into not worrying about what I eat because I just don't feel good about myself and have no incentive to even try anymore. I have no one who really cares about me or anyone to ever spend my time off with so what does it matter what I look like? I really just don't care anymore.

I'm gonna go take a nap and write more later.