Random Thoughts... in Every day scata

A memory for some reason popped in my head.

When I worked in CT scan back in the early early 90s, there was a MtF that was super sick with a lung abscess, but for some reason her eyeliner was always perfect, never smudged or anything.

So I asked “how the hell do you not screw up your eyeliner?” She replied “Sharpie Markers. Stay on for days, never smudge”

I’ve never tried it. I’d probably poke my eye with the marker and end up on the floor screaming “IT BURNS! IT BURNS!”

I’ve been feeling my own sense of mortality. Not that I’ve ever thought I would live forever, but with this next birthday, I’ve realized I have not crossed one thing off my “bucket list”, and it’s bothering me a lot.

I think my pills are finally making me tired. I’ve been hypo/mixed all week. Earlier I wanted to play around with my hair and makeup. lol all I have is eyeliner and mascara… plenty of Halloween makeup, though.

Yeah. Best go to bed.

‘Nite.