Gah, new interface! This is bizarre.
I'm a sleepy Adam this morning. Had a bout of insomnia last night (first for a while) so just caught up on some reading till the sandman took me. It has left me very fatigued though. Trying to process the level information my job requires whilst tired is harder work then it needs to be. I need caffeine.
Two things happened yesterday of note. I saw Charlotte. She's got her new phone and this meant I could get my S2 that I lent her back. We meet briefly in town and I get the phone and she has left the back off. So I'm going to need to meet her again at some point to get the rest of it. Which made the trip into town a little redundant really.
Don't get me wrong, it was nice to see her but I still feel at that stage where talking to her as "just a friend" feels weird. I don't feel comfortable with her any more. I suppose it's partly just the "how's" and "why's" regarding the break-up. That thing where you know someone isn't being honest with you and you keep waiting for them to say it, but they don't. It's vaguely dissatisfying especially as I make it clear to all my friends that what I want most of all is their honesty. If that honesty offends I may choose not to be their friend over it but I'd far rather that then be friends with a lie; charade; or half truth. Rather than risk that level of discomfort I'd have preferred to stay in, especially since it turned out to be a wasted trip. Can't sell the phone without the back panel.
The second was meeting up with some of my friends for a Ref meet (LARP thing). It was productive. Recently I've had a complete lack of keen for LARP in general and FNH in particular but this at least stoked the coals a little. We'll see. I'm not making any long term decisions regarding this hobby at the moment because I'm not sure how I feel about it. I did consider quitting for a while but this may just be something I'm going through so I decided to stick it out. I have, after all, had a lot of fun with it over the years.
So, plan for the day is to get some more practice runs of the new training through and I may even try to put down some ground-work on a new short story. I did have an idea for an urban retelling on a fairy tale which was going to be "Goldifox and the 3 bins" however research has told me there's a "Goldifox and the 3 chickens" which has already been published. Seems I always have the good ideas a little too late. I'm not giving up on the theme though.
Jack and the Base Jump?
Little Red Hoodie?
I'll think of something. I always do.
Ramblerambleramble.
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