October 18 in Van Life Diary

I couldn’t go back to work.
I left to get historic plates....
I never went back.

It was too much being with him still. I feel bad, sad, and wish things worked out well, but I know I didn’t like what I was feeling. It was destroying me.

I’m not in a better situation. Maybe emotionally I’m better, because I’m not around people I don’t want to be around… which helps my mentality.

But things still feel obscure and surreal. I always struggled with getting work. I need money quick… i need food and gas…

Last updated October 20, 2019