drink/danger/postponed happiness in Second 1st

I drank far too much for me this week. Sunday William said “I need a beer” so after work we went to a Mexican place and ordered a pitcher of Margaritas. He had like 1 1/2 glasses and I drank the rest. He also ordered this huge Burrito he didn’t eat but half of. We took the rest home to Rocky. Tuesday we went for steak and I had a couple drinks there. Then.... by some amazing miracle Rocky followed my schedule this week and we didn’t need to go out a bunch so we got to basically sit at home all Day Wednesday. I threw Cider Stew together for the group and started drinking around 3!.... it was super great.... but.... I know me… so no drinking for a few weeks.... at all. With all the drinking this week though I would have to say that alcohol doesn’t effect my migraines .... so that’s both good and bad because I should always have more reasons not to drink.

Kerri had to call the cops on Joseph for abuse this last week so she came to dinner alone. It was strange because she’s never come on a Wednesday by herself. We listened to her talk.... ate dinner and then I went to bed as I usually do. This means that Rocky and her were a lone for a few hours after I went to bed. I didn’t ask Rocky if anything had happened or what she had said and by the time I get a chance to I won’t remember.....

William moved out Monday. Rocky went over after work to his new place to help him move a bed. He left his phone chargers here so I’ll take them to work today.

It’s been a pretty quiet week otherwise..... Talked to mom yesterday (via FB messenger). She’s having surgery Thursday for her gallbladder. Apparently, it has a growth on it. I asked if they planned on doing a biopsy. She said she would ask. She said she’s worried about the growth.... I told her “You don’t know what it is yet so think of it like a skin tag. Annoying but not harmful, except to remove it so it’s not so annoying” Until a biopsy there is no reason to worry over it.

Destiny’s visits with Gabby are going well. The Therapist set out a plan for the next period of time running till Christmas. Extending periods for visits and having them outside the office and over the 2 weeks the kids get off at Christmas they will have 2 8hr periods together in Destiny’s home! They were supposed to go to court yesterday.... however the lawyer for the guardians was stuck in another court.... in another county. They will try again today and I can’t wait to hear the results. First off I know the plan is going to be approved and the paper from the therapist paints a questionable picture of the guardians but a pristine one of Destiny. I pointed it out to Destiny “this is what happens when you take the high road”. We are both hopeful that there is a real consequence for the google docs “prank”.

Woke up this morning not wanting to go to work. I had several dreams in with I thought about calling out. Each time I woke was less than 15 mins later.... starting at 3 till 4:15 when I got up. IF I call out anytime this weekend it needs to be Sunday.... my Birthday… in that way I can be like everyone else. I’ve never done it but why not? I need to start doing average things so they don’t expect me to be my awesome self right?