work complaints/Dream about William in Second 1st

It’s been almost 2 weeks. William is still here. No biggie. Like I said you can’t really get an apartment overnight and he’s been working OT so he’s got like 2 days a week to straighten his life out. However, he did get approval for a 2 bedroom last week and expects to be able to move in Monday. He was shocked that basically the guy who runs the credit checks and stuff overlooked his not so good credit (550) because he has served in the military, so that’s nice. William said “Other than free food on veteran’s day I’ve never gotten special treatment.” I’m glad someone could fix that. ....

No one is talking at work.... if they are no one is telling me lol....
Nothing interesting is going on other than that.....

Oh, found out yesterday while getting ready to leave work.....I wanted to go over what needs to be done as QC in case I have to do it over the next few weeks…the model we are currently working on is being phased out and the new area is going full force. The old stuff will only run on weekend shift for the next 2-3 weeks then it’s going to be only days during the week.... before I left there was a thing that HAD to be done EVERYDAY with a report turned in Sunday before shift end. It was usually an extensive amount of work. On top of regular QC stuff and running a line. I chose to do my best as I always do and got it in every week on time and to the fullest of my ability (which means done perfectly with no mistakes).

I sat at the computer looking things over. “Ah, that’s where it is” kinda stuff.... and noticed that the last time that Report was saved was Jan. 12th..... the last day I worked. I was so pissed last night. Honestly, it so important we only need you to do it? no one else needs to? no one has done it in 9 months? Well, I’ll be damned if they think they are going to ask me to catch it up or something. Seriously, I’m in a state that if something isn’t required for the job in general I just might tell them to eat a bag of dicks. What gives then the right to expect more from me than others. I mean I know I’m awesome, I do good work, in a timely manner which is more than you can say for most people I work with.... but then don’t give me extra work just because I can complete it...... I’ve got to figure out how to be lazier? to act more dumb? I mean I’m kinda working on it.... at work at least. Especially after seeing that.... that this report I worked on wasn’t needed, that it was just more work for me to keep me busy? like I didn’t have enough stress.... but.... I work well under pressure so pile it on? WTF?!?! I work well not under pressure too. Why apply pressure when you don’t need to?

Meanwhile, there are 2 guys who’s been there at least 6 months. Leo runs a line fine… doesn’t seem to have questions when it comes to inspection.... he does okay, ya know..... anyways, yesterday he had a leaking cell and he had no idea what to do. Like, who trained this guy? #1 thing you need to do is get it in a bag. I’ve been back all of 2 1/2 weeks and the procedures have changed but laying the leaking cell on a cart and leaving it there is NOT how you handle that. Amazing. This other guy, Ryan, yesterday morning we were prepping a line. There are checks you do before starting it and he skipped one. I asked him about it and he said “we don’t do those, I was trained to but told that it doesn’t matter the cameras check it anyway”..... I’m baffled.... yes the cameras check it anyway.... we still need to check it. Our check assures that the cameras are checking correctly. If your morning check is bad and the cameras say it’s good than the cameras need to be checked by maintenance. That’s the point!.... I need to calm down though.... this is obviously not a priority to anyone. This is obviously me trying to do the job I was asked to do and someone else failing to do it. In both of these cases I think “WHY YOU SO DUMB?!?” smh

It’s Sunday morning. One more day.... then 4 days off.... thank GOD I really feel like I need it this week. I think I’m back to where I don’t want to go in and my job sucks like everyone else in the world :(.

I had a dream about William last night.... it was so weird.... I think it was a combination of him telling me “I can date, hold hands, kiss, it’s not illegal. Just no sex”..... and complaining he was cold yesterday morning.... and the ride home.... In the dream, I was just rubbing all over him.... he was in nothing but a pair of board shorts.... it was kinda.... nice but weird.... like… even in the dream I said “I guess our relationship is changing huh?” “you could say that”..... I put 2 sweaters on him before Rocky came home.... just seriously the whole dream was me rubbing on him smh like wtf lol

----I forgot to post this before leaving for work yesterday. …