Come Through in Current Events

Come through was the first thought that I had today. Let’s be confident and work hard on getting your shit together today Tom. Did I finally wake up feeling ambitious?

On Saturday I mentioned how I lost so much hair when I shampooed that my hairline actually looked immediately different. I was then wondering if I was getting stress-induced alopecia. Yesterday I noticed that it looked like I cut myself or something in that spot. Maybe it’s a rash or something? It looks like a couple of open sores actually. I put some antibiotic cream on it last night and it scabbed over so we shall see what happens. My scalp is itchy all over, I’m probably just paranoid. My skin always acts weird close to winter. Not that it is winter but somebody ordered an extra two months of snow in my city. Maybe I’ll use my roommates Head & Shoulders shampoo… which is full of sulfates and parabens and so bad for my hair but my scalp is being a drama queen so… I also noticed that I have a few gray hairs, finally but they were not there last week. They weren’t there ever. I do a weekly inventory looking for signs of ageing. I don’t think that my body was happy with my stress levels last week man. I broke out into shingles earlier this year on my arm from too much stress and I swear that my arm gets phantom pains whenever I am feeling pressed.

Yesterday I went to quickly curl my lashes, as I usually do before I leave the house, and I don’t usually use a mirror but I leaned into the mirror and the lighting was so good and I got so flustered when I saw myself in the mirror because I was like… damn! I am one handsome man. I think I’m a narcissist again?

I don’t have anything else to write about? I have nothing else left to do but finally face reality. I was getting all the signs that something was going to manifest but nothing appeared to have happened. I stopped seeing those signs also. Maybe I let an opportunity for something pass me by? Maybe it just put something into motion that is meant to catch up with me later? Whatever. I just exfoliated, I’m soaking in a 24k gold face mask. I’m about to do my paws and claws, my brows and clean up my “beard”. Then if my roommate ever leaves I will manscape a bit. I save all the self-care moments for one day so that I can feel renewed. TMI lol

So yeah, I gotta go pull it together. After I watch the little segment that aired for The Curse of Oak Island. Ta