September 30, 2019 in Productivity Diary

I’m going to die if I don’t do this now. Do it!!!

-Lecture slides 5 minutes
-Lecture notes 15 minutes

2:23 AM. Should I just go to bed and do this tomorrow?
6:27 AM Still unable to do this. I really don’t know why. I just really don’t know why. Ok, Lecture slides 5 minutes.

6:35 AM Lecture notes 15 minutes

2:18 PM Today went well. I NEED TO BE NICER TO MY FAMILY! Well I wasn’t rude. I just wallowed in my pain and stress too much. I need to be productive now.

I always need to be productive.

When will this end?

When will I find something which makes me excited each and every day to work on?

-Grade
-Comps

I can’t get anything done if I don’t do anything! Do something please, even if it’s simply grading.

11 PM Been grading. Not sure what I can do with my life. I just signed up to teach 2 classes in the Spring too.

Last updated October 01, 2019