Avoid in ❅journal 2019❅

I’m avoiding him right now, idk. He texted after two days of no contact, no messages, nothing. Afterwards he texted me again but i didn’t see a notification, i just happened to check my dms and saw him ask if i was online.

I don’t want to say that i don’t love him anymore, i do. But it doesn’t feel like how it used to be when we first fell in love, thought it was borderline abusive then so idk. Idk anything anymore to be perfectly honest about my boyfriend.

I’ll just leave him alone.