Ultrasound in In My World

My appointment today went by so quickly and it made the ache… the grief so much worse.

I shouldn’t have talked about it. I’d have been better off if I just buried it as far as I could.

My coworker gave me a bunch of baby clothes today when I mentioned my sister was pregnant and that I wanted the penguin snow suit. Their classroom had sorted through all the extra clothes. It hurt.

Maybe I should hold on to one for my hope chest. Maybe I should burn them.

I’m sick of the ache but I know it’s the best possible option.

April I thought a lot about you today. I love you.