dr. earp in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

so this happened. well on fri. it’ll be 2 wks. from now. anyway so i had my appt. w/ dr. earp on. that fri. she’s v. nice i didn’t get my weight checked cause. well i told shannon the. assistant nurse lady i didn’t want it checked. [also. this way i can eat as much as i want or not. eat. and since they. no one checks my weight. no one can really tell. but more on that later.]. but i wasn’t expecting shannon to. listen to me. like. i don’t expect people to. like oh really you’re not going to check my weight? oh awesome. i. don’t even know how much i weight. i mean i can guess............
so nothing. physical happened really. during that appt. oh but i thought. myself the lady were meeting my mom at the bldg. at 1:15. cause i heard my mom tell me. ‘we’re meeting at 1:15’ right yeah ok. well we got there at 1:20 check in time. i’m not sure. if my mom. told the lady we were all meeting there at 1:15 or. or not................ [if she didn’t then. although the lady has this habit of not leaving early anyway. and i hate. being on time cause then i’m rushing. like for fuk’s sake i just sat down! give me a couple of mins. i don’t particularly like being late either. big surprise she didn’t leave early. i’m kidding cause it’s not.]. um. but ya know other then that..........it went ok.
no so the appt. was about the vit. thing. so for those who don’t know. [and. given how much i’ve mentioned this i’d expect otherwise. but i also have high standards so.]. back in. the middle of feb. i. stopped taking the vit./duality thing. at the house cause i had. to be supervised which i think is really stupid. not like i’m going to od..............oh wait. and so. dr. earp just wasted my time. by presenting. the option of there being a certain time i’d take it. no and up untill. no it’s. there had always been. a certain set time for. the lady to. put the vitamin cube thing. [and i say ‘cube’ bc it literally is. a cube shape] on the counter 2 mins. before 7:00 p.m. [well actually to me that’s still technically 7] and when. she didn’t i wasn’t going to wait. no i’m sorry. i don’t have that much patience. and yes. it had to happen every single night except for tues. and sat. and then it would be 2 mins. before 8. no exceptions. no excuses no ‘oh i forgot’ no ‘oh i was busy/on the phone/other’. no. [ok well the lady doesn’t know all of that part.]. so. that’s another reason i stopped taking them at the house. and so. see this is a rule of Medicaid. and dr. earp should just. look that up i mean no one’s that busy. i don’t like hearing ‘i’m too busy’ no. cause it’s a matter of priority not being busy. i didn’t tell her this though cause it doesn’t come off well.
well so. anyway. on the paper thing i bring to my appts. each time. she put that. the vit./cube/duality thing. was being discontinued at the house. and actually. we don’t even have any at the house. and honestly. it has been so nice. not taking them at the house. er it rather. being exempt.
no but ok. she put me on a higher dose. which i take at my mom’s each day i’m there. which is fine. cause we keep the uh. container in a kitchen cabinet. and when i decide it’s time to. i get 2 cube things out, take them to the bathroom and have them w/ water. and i don’t have to be supervised doing it. i’ve never taken more then i’m supposed to. [no cause i wouldn’t do that w/ something that’s not like. in my personal possession.]. and then. on fri. i’m to take this little pill [it really is. it’s so tiny] um. that’s vit. d. i don’t think me taking more. her upping the dose is like. a massive problem for me. she knows what she’s doing. obviously.
so she wants me. to look for sources of um.............fuk. calcium that’s the word. in my food intake. way ahead of you. as usual. like yeah i know i’ve been doing that for yrs. not stupid. like i already know what has calcium in it. this is a reason. i don’t want to go. to the dr. and a reason i don’t talk. to people. is cause people problem solve things for others therefore insulting the person’s intelligence. i don’t however cause i hate that. and i don’t care. if she ‘meant to’ or not cause to me. she did. telling me that doesn’t and won’t help. that’s why i don’t tell people that. apple cider. apparently has a bit of calcium in it depending on the brand i think. but that’s not why i consume it. telling me that a food/beverage is good for me. is like the worst way to get me to consume it. no i consume a food/beverage bc i like it it tastes good.
so. anyway. yeah the first ‘wk’. of the new vit./duality sched. i got confused bc it’s new. and all. but i think i’m starting to get the hang of it.
anyway. thanks.