Does he even care in ❅journal 2019❅

It feels like he doesn’t. Like he doesn’t even love me anymore, they’re empty words to me. I can’t even feel anything in my heart anymore. It feels empty and dead now.

He won’t text me for nearly a day sometimes. I’ll say good morning and he won’t text back even tho he’s online. hours of being online. I don’t know what to do, my anxiety is everywhere. I haven’t been taking my medication and John said I didn’t have to. But now everything hurts so badly.

I needed this I guess. Him to become like everyone else. I don’t even feel the urge to cry.