.... in ❅journal 2019❅

Another day, another day.

It was mostly a blur so not to much about there. I have begun to feel kinda lonely but that’s our natural these days.

I’m almost done my fic for the writing exchange, well the first chapter. I want it to be long and good enough. So I’m editing and adding in scenes throughout this week.

School is starting soon, so thats a bummer. Another school year of being ignored by friends and sitting alone at every lunch period, tho now I know I can go to the library when lunch is a thing. I’ll go the first week or two so I get my schedule down then I’ll hole up in the library and just surf the web instead of eating. I wish we could go off campus here, I’d walk around until class started again.

Since I’m entering junior year, I hope I can take most of the ones I need this year. I’m going to look into night classes soon, I want only a few classes senior year, then I can walk home afterwards. It’s kinda short of a walk.

I’ve taken all my languages I need currently and all the gym classes. So those are done. I’m just dreading highschool atm.

I just wanna sink into one of the world’s I’ve created and just never leave. Atleast I can daydream about them, the perks of having this disorder i guess.