March 5th is the Day in Inside My Head

My beta hcg levels rose from 782 to 1235, which is pretty borderline. I have another appointment on Wednesday. Since the doctor thinks he sees a gestational sac in the uterus, a yolk sac should be able to be seen by Wednesday. If he doesn't it is likely a blighted ovum or a nonviable pregnancy and I will be scheduled for a D+C (dilation and curettage). I'm sick to death of not knowing. If the beta hcg numbers leveled off or went down at least I would know a plan. This "borderline" shit is killing me. So March 5th I will know whether or not I have to go to the OR. If I could fast forward my life to Wednesday I absolutely would.