Lullaby in Current Events

I struggled to fall asleep last night. Every time that I closed my eyes I would see gods and monsters. I felt under attack by my demons only I am not afraid of them. Panic attacks used to be my bedtime story. Depression was just a lullaby that sang me to sleep. Now I feel like a passenger when these attacks happen, my mind and body disconnect. I don’t have much control over my body when these attacks happen but I can take my mind somewhere else. I can just wait it out.