still here. been lurking and MIA, sorry. in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

Hi so i'm sill here.

I've been packing which i'm near done w/. i'm moving Tues.

I haven't gone anywhere in days. I sleep all damn day. my parents have pretty much given up. my mom's like 'well you're moving soon so i'm not going to argue w/ you'.

Um. I've been lurking on here. I haven't been noting.

I've been writing private entries.

and. the latest is I sprained my ankle last weekend. the exact same one I sprained a yr. and a half ago at my ex's. and no one knows. not that I would've told anyone. I've been taking aspirin round the clock and actually need some more. like it's not painful it's just ugh big. [yeah. i'm an on and off pill popper]. it's grade 1, so.

I've discovered this new aspirin. it's orange and it tastes good. [which. obviously isn't good for pill poppers].

I've been eating more. at night.

but i'm not fully physically recovered. no i'm just. not where I was last wk. [not like i'm drinking].

yeah so for the host home thingy for the first 30 days I can't go anywhere unless it's w/ someone........and it's not even cause of anything I've done/haven't done. it's their rule. for anyone.

I mean it means i'll be resting [more] but I would at least like the option! which I don't have.

what's really effing painful is my tendonitis. holy balls. like. you don't even know.

which is why it's good I've not gone anywhere being that I need rest.

yeah. I've been MIA.