suicidal friend tries to hook up, best friend shopping in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

So after a long fun day hanging out with Tella our friend Michael got drunk and announced he wanted to die. Michael’s gf Midge went to jail due to meth. Michael has been waiting on her since January. He confessed while drunk he cheated on her and hated her for getting caught with drugs. He screamed how he intended to die. I reached out giving him a long hug while he cried. I took him to his room to talk to him.

He laid my head on my lap crying while i was petting his hair. He admitted to be romantically attracted to me and i reminded him i am married. I will pet his hair to comfort him but this is strictly a platonic relationship. I told him i am here to talk out his depressive issues i am not here for a romantic intetest. He might cheat on Midge but i will not allow myself to cheat on my husband. I love Talan. Will i ever tell Talan the very drunk Michael hit on me? No! After Michaels sobers out i hope he realises he is in the wrong! I will not take advantage of him drunk. I rather be faithful to my husband!

Earlier Tella, Justin, Tyler and me went shopping. Tella felt unattractive and the boys had no idea how to talk to Tella’s damaged self esteem so she asked me to help her at Gabriel Brothers. I picked several dresses for her to fall in love with a sleeveless full length purple dress with sparkling beading. It was a good price so she bought shoes and a belt with the outfit. She tried it on and it fit her curvy shape well.

Tella went to Rent A Center to ask about a full size matress and at Walmart. She was upset it cost so much so Justin and i took turns looking online to discover a matress for $125. Tella arranged a payment plan on Amazon for $25 a month. She grew upset over prices of boxsprings. The dr messed up her nerve pills so she was having meltdowns easily. I offered let her use my captains bedframe from my childhood. I told her if i ever have kids i will need it back when they get of age but until than she has a free bedframe to use. She thanked me. Her boyfriend Tyler asked why i was so nice to them. He still trying figure out why i do so much for my best friend.

The box hopped in Justin’s car i snuck Tella to my house where we shared a box of pizza and drank Gatorade. Tella played with the cats a bit while i folded some clothing and we talked.

Tella took me to meet her boyfriend’s grandma Primadonna. She was an interesting soul who talked about rock concerts, yard sales, and how getting old is mandatory growing up is optional. Tella swore this woman was an older version of me. I told Michael to get dressed to hang out he needed to quit bring upset about his gf being in jail in return Michael played with Tylers step son and got drunk. I didnt say anything to him till on the way home when he said he wanted to die. I told him he needed straighten out. I gave him a hug for his drunk ass to try to sleep with me.. Nice try Michael but i am not that easy.

I came home late in a dress my best friend gave me. Talan asked why i changed my dress to discover i was wearing it because my best friend gifted it to me. I watched tv with Talan a bit and kissed him goodnight. he wanted me to come to bed but i stayed on the couch needed to think about Michael’s attempt. I told Talan i consoled Michael because he was suicidal i didnt say Michael tried to get me to sleep with Michael and i shot down Michael. I believe being faithful even if they means never telling my husband of events that happen. I want Talan to trust my friends.

Michael will probably sober up in morning to realise i was running my fingers in his hair to calm him and consol him. It was strictly platonic. He was just lonely and i was only trying to sober him up by offering him water and comforting.
I got to go help my husband ready for work. some secrets i will take to my grave. Michael’s unrequited love for me is one of them.