Now I am sick... in General musings

and no, I don't think it is the Wrath of God, or anything like that! I only hope F doesn't get it. Have a cough and a slight fever. Even if it were the Wrath of God it would be worth it. I told him while we were cuddling (and wow..just typing those words is surreal) that I never feel guilty from being with him...because it is him the only one I ever want to be with. He was with me for almost 3 hours actually - toured the house - "Show me what's new". Went right to my baking tin, and took some crumb cake. I made him a mini bagel- he spreads the whipped butter just like I do - as opposed to hub who mangles it. I had forgotten - he has next to no heat sensitivity in his hand - reached right into the hot toaster oven and held the bagel as he buttered it... We sat talking for a while - he kept saying I need another job - asking what I do when he's not there...how bout cleaning, cooking, shopping, house projects, etc...He picks up on things so fast - remembers things I mention as asides - like where my paper journal now lives. My incredibly timid cat didn't run from him - eyed him warily - but man, that's better than I've ever seen her. We fed the squirrels and watched them chase peanuts. I made him a hot chocolate for the road, while he raided the snack cabinet, " I like taking things from him. I already took you." At one point he said, "hey, I've gotta keep a little of the bad boy, or I'll lose my edge." Forgot what it was in reference to, but he used his age old remark, "I know you like a fucking book."

Oh, and he wore the Michael Kors watch I geve him years ago...