Where's Waldo kitty version, possible job,if clean angel gowns in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I worked a 5am to 10 am shift. I came home after i help do truck at Ollies to hear mama cat Harley Quinn having a meltdown inside the bedroom. I looked for her kitten to not find Ash he is so small he can fit under the door. I shut the bedroom door I asked Coal where is his son Ash is Coal climbed up in the white wedding dress i had hung up in laundry room was so long it drug the floor Coal pulled the napping Ash out of it. I was astonished Coal listened to me. The kitten tried to run behind the dryer. Coal blocked Ash till i could pick Ash up and carry him into the bedroom with his mom Harley. Harley cried with delight licking him and feeding him. I never dreamed Coal would be a great daddy like he is. For once in his stubborn life Coal listened to me! Ash’s middle name is Waldo because i always ask where is he now!

I took a nap and started putting out job applications. Kuhn a woman who was the assistant manager at the Dollar General text me asking if i would like to work with her in Fayetteville at the Little General gas station. She dropped my name to the hiring manager told me i can get 30-40 hours a week if i like. I am so glad i kept my friendship with her after i quit the Dollar General. I hope with her connection hopefully i will get a job. It isnt guaranteed but only time will tell. I hope it works out because it would help a ton with bills. My current job Ollies is only offering me 5-10 hours a week so i hope to get hired at the gas station. I got to drive 30 or more minutes out of my way but if i get this job between Talan’s job and my maybe job we should make. I hope i get that call soon.

Talan came home and made us egg, spam and cheese sandwiches for dinner. He has made it several times a week i am seriously burned out. I force myself to eat them and keep my opinions to myself because i am grateful he is cooking. Any attempt of domestic duties are rewarded

Tonight my husband and i are voted biggest assholes of the trailer park by our cats. Ash the kitten has fleas with him being little over 2 weeks old he is to young to give flea treatment. We washed Ziggy,Coal, Ash and Harley in dawn dishwashing detergent. It didnt kill all the fleas but it did get rid of a lot.

I went to the Dollar General bought a flea comb i plan to brush them out. Ziggy manage to claw in my back during his bath but no where near the damage he could have inflicted. Talan saved me from Ziggy’s attacks by taking him off my back. Bathing cats in this household is a 2 person job.

Earlier today i questioned if the cats planned to murder us in our sleep. Since the cats quit itching and are sleeping soundly i think they forgave us.

Tomorrow i plan to do laundry maybe some dishes. I am trying to decide whether to sell my wedding dress again. I know it is a great place for Ash to sleep but it honestly serving me no purpose just hanging in my laundryroom. Money is tight maybe someone can get married in it. I didnt get married in the white dress i got married in a black dress with white corset and white flowers on it. My veil had spider and cobwebs on it. Even my wedding cake had spider webs on it. Can you tell i got married in October? I bought the white dress to decide for a Halloween themed wedding at Octoberfest! It was a tiny gathering. Obviously i dont care about impressing others.

Anyone know how to clean the dirt off the bottom hem on my white wedding dress without it costing an arm and a leg? Either i plan to sell it to the next lucky bride for cheap or i plan to donate it to Angel gowns. if i sell it to a bride i want it to go to a needy family for cheap or even free. I bought it to change my mind. I really hope it can be passed along from one person to another.

Angel gowns are made when a baby passes away never comes home from the hospital needs buried these wedding dresses are turned into burial gowns for needy families. As someone who miscarried when i was 21 RIP Emily Marie.I see angel gowns very beneficial to grieving families. I know what it is like to miss a child. I cant make them feel 100% better but i hope my donation helps relieve the need of a burial gown. I wish i could send a hug with the dress but i cant.

I didnt need for this entry to go rather dark but life isnt about cotton candy and happy unicorns. Life is pain. Sometimes one must face death and darkness to see the light. You are not a victim of your circumstances you are a survivor. Dont worry be a warrior.

Ash the kitten was not planned but his little over 2 weeks of life has been my blessing. He is kissing my arm right now showing affection. He makes me wish my daughter Emily wasnt miscarried imagine all the happiness and love i could have had.. :) My kitties bring me happiness. I love them so much! I love my kitty family.