In Limbo in Inside My Head

The betas went from 66 to 54 to 140 to 465. The doctor can't tell me what's going on. This morning he told me the pregnancy is likely not viable. He gave me the option of doing a D+C and if the betas continued to rise he would give me Methotrexate. If given Methotrexate my earliest IVF would be in July. After the 465 result came back this afternoon he admitted that he didn't know and no longer wanted to push me into D+C. Next appointment is on Friday. I spent a good portion of the day crying at work. I don't know what to feel.