Mood Poisoning in Current Events

It’s been a couple of days since I’ve done any real exercise. I can barely get myself to move today because I am in such a bad mood. I think that I am just sick of being around people. They are all so draining. I kept myself too busy on the weekend. It is very menacing to listen to people complain all the time. It takes a lot of energy to try and cheer them up and give them advice. I don’t want to worry about their problems but here I am, I am trying to go for a run to clear my head but I can’t. I’m thinking about everybody else and their issues. I just want to think about myself today. How am I going to turn this off? I just want to surrender to it and just lay in bed and be depressed. There is a small chance that my roommates are heading out of town for the afternoon. I hope so because I just want to be alone. I am trying to be a positive person but everybody else is just trying to be negative and I’ve had about enough of it.

Dear people in my life: own your fucking choices people! Admit that you have a problem, whatever it is that you are complaining about! Weight, work, finance, addiction, relationships etc. Own your choices! You will never change or be able to make a change if you are blaming the world for your problems. Deep down you know that you need to make different choices so start making different choices! Life isn’t something that just happens to us. Admit that you have a problem! Own your choices! Become aware of how your choices are affecting you and affecting others and start making bigger and better ones. Life is not just happening to you! You’re refusing to meet it halfway! I’m so done pretending that you have bad. You made it bad so now just make it better! GAAAWWWDDDD

Ok… I feel a little better now. You know that saying: the things that you don’t like about others are the things that you don’t like about yourself? I might have been reading myself to filth in that last paragraph lol.