I Need to Meditate For Myself in Void

I finally stopped talking to him. I think the void I’m feeling has helped.

I can’t tell what void/realm energy I was feeling was but I haven’t felt it recently. Maybe it was the medication. Yeah I bet.

I’m glad I’m at this point. I blocked him on the last thing I was talking to him on because he was talking about some marriage license crap. The whole time we were together and I was wearing a engagement ring, he worse a makeshift one, and he never considered such a thing before. Yeah it doesn’t prove or say much or anything at all but he made it seem to be a big deal to him for me to wear a ring.

Alright…
He was sending messages to me as if he really is attracted to me but when we were together he couldn’t do any of that crap and I was fed up with it finally.

Now I feel that I finally let go of that mess and I’ll finally have something coming in for myself.
That suspicion and recently self-care belief of getting rid of something that doesn’t have good purpose so there’s opportunity for other things to come into one’s life.

Positive things. So I can be on my own again, healthy enough for myself, and successful enough for myself. Because I definitely don’t have luck with people in general. Not even work.

I need to put my knowledge and/or talents together and become self employed.

It’s for the better.

Last updated June 07, 2019