to do today in Second 1st

So.... today is going to be a bit stressful.

Starting with I have 2 items to find in the boxed left over yard sale stuff. A Harry Potter beanie and some tool set. One has already given me a time to I have to.

Then I need to find the notebook I was using before all this because I have to call the Short Term Disability people. The doctor has moved the appointment to the 25th! i had planned to go back the 18th if possible. The visit was the 4th.... and now we are back in the same boat. I can’t go back without DR. approval. He has to see me before I can go back to work. So I’ve got calls to make. Obviously not at 5:30 in the morning but I should be able to locate the objects before anyone opens or wants to meet up.

Should be able to. I did the therapy homework and am already messed up so I’m thinking I need to lay down for a few mins..... but time waits for no one. I’ll see where I am once I find these things.

I just about laughed in the face of the therapist yesterday while he was explaining how hard I should be working on these exercises. He said “They should have you at a 2-3 on a scale of 1-10. We don’t want you at a 8-9. They aren’t doing you any good with that much effort” This makes me thing the whole things not going to do me any good. I’m at at least a 6 just doing daily tasks. I don’t expect to leave there not dizzy. I don’t expect to ever do these things without a sigh of relief when I finish them. I expect they will always be a challenge (7-8) but it needs to be done right? ..... so I bit my tongue and did the things.... and will do the things.... at 10 if I have to. i’ve got to do these things 2 and 3 times a day.... I’m dizzy after one and it takes hours to get back to okay.... so whatever. I guess we will know in a few weeks if it’s done any good at all.

Now to go hunting.... then laundry (Rocky washed a load this morning so I’m assuming he needs something in it). Then back to listing until I’m positive the one place is open and I can get info to call the Dr’s office with about how to extend the Short Term till after the appointment OR move the appointment back to something sooner. I don’t understand how it went from the 28th (4 days from now) to the 4th .... then to the 25th of next month.... like he doesn’t need to see me again ever? .... i get it he’s a doctor.... that’s just a months time is a lot. I have to get those calls made today because Memorial Day weekend. The earlier today the better but If I don’t get them today it will be Tuesday before I have another shot.

Whatever, HUNT!