No One Writing in Public

Looks like no one is really writing right now, which is new. I log in a lot but often only read you guys. Where are you all?

Life here is moving along.

Last week we were in the Outer Banks of NC with my family. It was a nice week, relaxing, and no arguments, which is a new thing. The boys were very well behaved and we generally just enjoyed each other’s company. I stayed mostly on track with eating and working out and came back without gaining any weight even though I did imbibe in some adult beverages most days.

This week Liam is in the UK for work and I’m doing okay, I think. I’m not sleeping great but I am enjoying listening to my music, minimal TV time, working on puzzles (and taking over the whole living room rug), and just being. It’s a novel feeling to be sitting here knowing he’s there and I’m okay. My mother in law has been in constant contact and it’s been really nice. She gets it, as she was long distance for so many years. My family sympathizes but Jennie empathizes. I will say, it’s weird being on two time zones again.

Sunday as his plan took off was the only time I’ve really let go emotionally. Which is amazing IMHO. I’m so much stronger and healthier then I was a year ago. I think even with all my NH friends I would not be fairing as well as I am here in FL. I’m writing this because I’m proud of myself. I could have gone home, or stayed with Gwenn but I’m relying on myself to be OK and that’s a huge step for me.

I’m doing a 3 day cleanse while he’s gone. It’s not only liquids but I am not allowed any meat or dairy. I am adding hardboiled eggs to my plan (if I feel hungry). I’ve only had one shake, one serving of fruit, and I’m on my optional green tea. I woke up late so my mid-morning snack is at 11:41. I’m planning on lunch around 130 so that I don’t eat dinner at 430 like a retired person.

Yesterday I spent most of the day out, enjoyed lunch, some window shopping, and a movie. Today I woke up early, made some phone calls regarding insurance issues, contacted a charter school in our new town, and completed a phone call to exchange out a shake mix I don’t enjoy. I also did some data pulling from a book sharing facebook group that I run.

I feel productive and relaxed and rested and I’m just thrilled with myself, sorry not sorry.

I think this afternoon will be laundry and organizing our storage closet.

I hope you all are doing well. I can’t wait to read your upcoming entries