Hi (^^) in ❅journal 2019❅

Hello, my name’s Honi and I am still kind of used to this journal thing. I don’t want to be awkward here so I’ll make it quick.

This account is my secret along with my other journal site accounts. I don’t want my family or my friends finding out about my struggles. I don’t want to burden anyone anymore than I already have.

If you do find this journal and you know who I really am, I bow to you. Good job on finding this and hopefully I’m far away from you before you ask me questions we both don’t want answers to.

I feel and deal with lots of things I don’t want others to know about, I don’t want to lose the few friends I’ve managed to keep around and not drive away. I feel like a freak most of the time. A weirdo. Nothing.