Scared in Dealing with the Devil

I know I have at least a month and probably more but I’m scared.
He’s still being held without bail and waiting on another mental health exam..
I can’t go through what I did last time. I just can’t. They HAVE got to do some thing and not push this on me like they have in the past. I can’t.....

7 years ago he went off.... on the neighbors and also wrote a threatening letter to the councilman that got him arrested 2 days in a row. They did give him bail. I think it was $2000. I refused to bail him out so when it got close to the time he was suppose to get out I got an order of protection. They did medicate him in jail and then sent him to the Psychiatric center that did their 72 hour hold and bam..... he was free. Unable to come back to my house. He lived on the streets mostly. Didn’t have a car. Screwed himself up by taking drugs and went in and out of the psych ward till. I had enough and told them to DO something. What they did was at least get him medicated enough to not go off in court so I could drop the order of protection. God forbid they do anything else like set him up in some kind of program. That was after 4 possibly 5 times in the psych ward. Last time being the ultimate worse and spending 3 weeks there.

I literally can’t this time. THEY the court put an order of protection on for 6 months. I didn’t do anything to initiate it. Which seems funny to me as the judge I went in front of in July told me to fuck off that I wasn’t in danger and was wasting her time pretty much for a worthless piece of paper. She did grant me it but was nasty about it. Apparently I’m suppose to keep handy on me his mental health records at all times. Seriously. Not that I really wanted it then as I knew the battle I was going to deal with.

I’m watching in the court room many of the defendants ( I guess that’s what they are) having the case adjourned as they start a treatment plan..... anger management, drug, etc.... WHY??? why can’t this be him???

I know that the DA said about the mental health and I’m afraid if he isn’t? What then they dismiss everything and send him out ?? She didn’t say anything about what happens if that happens but that he will get treatment. When he was up at the stand they said something about going downtown for a trial either way?? And felony to a misdemeanor.

I’m so afraid treatment will be throwing him in the psych ward for 3 days and there you go society…

Back to the same ole shit......