Shame in Sober

I feel like shit right now.

I wish I knew when/if something is a good idea or not. I wish there was a specific purpose I have in life and I wish I could know what it is.

I’m not asking for these to be easy. I just don’t like worrying that no matter how responsible I want/try to be, I will end up doing one specific thing that fucks everything up for myself.

It’s like self-sabotage but isn’t that only when you know you’re doing something risky?

Last updated May 15, 2019