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lol I woke up this morning mad that I didn’t look like an Instagram model. I don’t even know where that came from.
My nephew is home. Vincent has only been home for two days and I seem to be able to sleep through his crying. My niece and her father are at his parent’s house, they spent the night there. My sister started that cycle of picking Vincent up every single time that he cries which has them both not sleeping. When she brought it up she mentioned how it was just like it was with Madalyn. Then I reminded her of what her husband did. He locked himself in a room with his daughter and let her cry it out. My sister says it was the longest 40 minutes of her life. Her husband put a timer on and it was only 7 minutes so… but she told me not to bring that up because her son is only 5 days old.
I held him for the first time today so that she could shower. I sang to him the same song that I did to Madalyn to make her fall asleep. Once upon a dream. It worked. He has been out for an hour and they’re both napping.
Anyways, I was going to work out today but I am mad at my low self-esteem moment so I refuse to do anything. I need to learn to appreciate my body.
Last night I went to Hetal’s. Last time that I saw her I mentioned that I had a huge craving for some good Indian food. She invited me over for supper and made me some delicious home cooking. We sat and talked for hours. Mostly about religion. She had so many questions about Christianity and for some reason, I know like, all the answers and then some lol. We talked about hers as well. I’ve been falling in love with Hinduism for a while now. I have standing on the shores of Dwarka at the top of my bucket list for no reason.
I have a couple of hours before I have to pick up my grandmother and head over to my mothers for Easter. I forgot to ask her about what my eating situation was going to be. I sent her a DM and she called me to tell me that she has a couple of things for me but I need to bring something for my protein… do the people in my life even know how protein is made? lol it’s all G I still have food packed from Hetal’s that I will bring. Then I am off to go see the Kinky Boots musical with Leanne. My mother told me about a cute moment that she had with somebody in line at the store this morning. It was with another woman who started complaining about having to figure out what to cook everybody for her Easter dinner. She has a granddaughter that is lactose intolerant, a daughter that is gluten-intolerant and another that is a vegetarian. My mother was like yeah, my son is Vegan and I never know what to make him.
This is probably the most useless entry I’ve ever written.
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