Grip in Current Events

I woke up with a little baby hangover and a really big bad mood. I just wanted to lay in bed and wallow in self-pity. Like what am I doing with my life? I just don’t want to handle anything right now. I was looking forward to linking up with Toni after my appointment today but I cancelled on her. I’m too cranky. I wasn’t feeling myself. My new shirt only looked good on me in the dressing room when I tried it on. It’s too big and so is the zit on my face. I just wanted to go straight home after I saw my therapist and take a depression nap. So I did just that. Today he did all the talking and now I have a lot to process.
I am still trying to recover from last week. In every way shape and form. I need to get a grip already. Life is not that bad.
I finally got to workout today. I noticed how great my abs are starting to look. I thought that I would have gotten a muffin top from doing nothing at all last week. Just binge eating. Speaking of which, I was ambitious enough to try and make a cauliflower steak today but that dream has died too lol. blah. Man, one of the biggest Vegan personalities on YouTube just quit veganism. I am so shook but she was another one of those ones with an eating disorder. She only ate her food raw and has a history of going on 25 day water fasts. So yes, her health was compromised. I can’t be mad at her, we’re allowed to make our own choices.
Anyways, I am pretty sure that I am going to attempt to make a painting happen. I can feel it in me. Wish me luck that it doesn’t make me feel worse lol.

Last updated March 20, 2019