Mood Poisoning in Current Events

My boss actually made an appearance at my store yesterday. He showed up while I was doing the bank run and he was on a full send rampage. I jumped into the crossfire so that he could tear into me instead. I can take it, I let him blow off that steam and then we got down to business. However, I was so annoyed with my team because I told them that he was coming and they just know better. They let me down and made me look bad so I finally grew a backbone and stopped being an easy-going boss immediately. I feel bad that he can’t seem to get a good management team at any of his stores but that is because everybody quits him. If I could just sit him down and give him some damn feedback about how he makes people feel then maybe he would get a clue? Learn to appreciate what you have bitch.
I got home I saw that my roommates had people over. They were parked in my spot in the driveway.
1) I don’t like surprises
2) I was already at my limit because of work
3) I wouldn’t have been so annoyed if there wasn’t SO MUCH FUCKING SNOW IN MY CITY RIGHT THE FUCK NOW.
My brother in laws parentals was over and his best friend. His friend is cool, I like him. He’s so fucking smart. He can answer anything. My brother in laws parentals? Well, I was hiding in my room listening to them hate on First Nations people and mock their accents. Did they forget that my sister and I are first nations people? No. What happens if we speak up? We’re just fucking sensitive and need to get over it. When I accidentally crossed paths with them later on in the evening they suddenly wanted to know how much dick I was getting and if I am single… like wow! Then it was time to make fun of Vegans because I’m just a garbage person. Like, girl, you don’t even know how sharp my tongue can be. I don’t let that ugly side of me come out and play anymore but she could read you to filth! You will have no self-esteem to want to continue living another day! Fucken try me, bitch!
My patience is as thin as I am but I managed to keep my inner diva down. For now. My anxiety is keeping me up at night and I am now having to worry about that old habit of starving myself to feel comfortable. Feeling hungry hurts less than those knots in my stomach when I am this stressed. I don’t even have anything to be stressed about so what in the actual fuck is fucking fuckering with me right now? lol
I think I know exactly what my problem is, it’s the therapy and we are going to properly process all the feelings that I have been running away from for so long. It’s just growing pains man. I just need to relax or get laid. Or kill a bitch :D