Sick, deaf hears, i didnt want this in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I wanted to go to the womans expo with my mom and my best friend Tella. Talan wanted me to eat at qboda. I told him last time i ate there i got sick. He complained how everything gets me sick how can i take this away from him? I went to qboda where he ordered a burrito that was probably i am guessing about 5-9 pounds. I told him he couldnt eat all of it.He tried his damnest to eat it all. I was pressured into eating tacos after i said i couldnt eat here. I ate them to make him happy. I had chest pains from indigestion, my stomach was flipping over and i had diarrhea. I was so sick i just wanted to go home.

Talan wanted to go to Walmarts to get cat food, litter and a birthday surprise. I told him trust me Qboda was enough of a suprise i want nothing else. I kept running every couple minutes to the bathroom crying. I have irritable bowel syndrome and an ulcer my body doesnt like new things!

Talan pulled up with fishing poles, tackle boxes and bait i rolled my eyes telling him mom said we can use dads fishing gear at anytime put this stuff up. He kept going on and on how he wants anything in his life to belong to him and not my family. I told him dad died he isnt using it! I want to use my fishing pole from my childhood. As always on deaf ears. When it rang up close to $200 he tried getting $100 from me.. I told him go to hell. I only made $160. He wined till he got $30 from me.. I reminded him hey dumbass car insurance isnt paid.

We get to the car to get the silent treatment. He apologised wanting to get me something nice for my birthday. I screamed i didnt want this you do! I wanted go to the womans expo. He refused to go. He said its a chick event i told him fishing a dude event go to hell. I told him we dont have money for bills, we need a new dishwasher, dryer, heatpump and repairs because our underpinning broke.. He could have spent his damn money on something we could use but no he had to get fishing equipment.

Mom kept ringing me. She wanted me to come over he knew i wanted to see mom so he said at least he could make me happy about 1 thing told me to go there. I asked mom go to Dollar Tree with me and Ollies. She didnt want to instead we sat at the house and talked about dad. How much she misses him since his death. We hung out at her house. She was so happy to have me there. She gave me an extra key told me i am welcome there day or right.

I wanted to go to the Ladies Expo she told me stay with her. I missed the expo to make her happy even though i really wanted to go. It’s ok i will take my friend Tella tomorrow.

Mom asked me if i shop Spencers gifts. Tom gave my mom the gift card to get Lesa’s cigarettes mom gave it to me told me go get a pretty. I was happy. She offered my a phone charger card that is 8 foot long i thanked her because my cats ruined my cord.

I wish i can communicate better with my husband i am so tired trying be the voice of reason. I know he trying to make me happy but did he have to spend $200 on stupid shit? We have so many things we need!

I need to do taxes been asking him to get them done. Once again deaf ears. I hate his damn selective hearing! I would have already got them done if i could just find where he hid his paperwork.

Mom wants to sell the mobile home kick him out have me divorce him and me live in her house. Talan is furious saying doesnt he have an opinion? He said fix it and keep mobile home or us find a better home fix the mobile home sale it for downpayment on a house. I can’t get them to get along i am always being pulled different directions.

Sorry it is so long. I am going to woman expo with my friend i will write more later.. Bye