mentors. in 2018

no i don’t have a new one. i was going to but then..........that didn’t pan out. obviously being that i don’t have one. um no we had it all set up that on fri. the new lady, my mom, myself and the lady i live w/ were going to have a meeting at starbucks. But my mom called Thurs. night to tell me. that it wouldn’t work out w/ the new lady. who has someone living w/ her who’s LOS. so. i mean idinno. i kindof appreciate knowing before, i get to know the new lady after 3 yrs. or however much time and then. she quits. like valerie did. and she didn’t even pick up the phone to verbally tell, me. valerie that is. like no one’s that busy i don’t believe that. whereas w/ the new lady. she didn’t do that. No she called/texted my mom and then my mom called me before, anything even happened. which saved me a lot, of time. like i liked having money. but i’m not content being out of the house 3x a wk. and like having to get up and get together w/ someone. well. other then my mom cause like. she’s my mom. my mom..............aw. but when i go to the store i don’t usually talk, to people. no I really. like how things have been the last 6 months or so. cause that’s how long it’s been since i last saw valerie. you know like i go to the store once a wk. see my mom once a wk. But other then that. unless the lady i live w/ is out of town or my mom has a show or. it’s the holidays or something. ya know so i’m good. not doing a whole lot.
so i mean. i’m not like severely bothered by it or anything. no i’m more bothered by the valerie thing. although. i’ve met, the new lady a few times and actually like her unlike valerie who i. didn’t like. i don’t really want, a mentor honestly. there’s not much i require assistance w/ esp. as overall. at the house things are ok - good where. at. er i mean. as opposed to at stephanie’s when they weren’t. so. yeah.