REALLY?????? in Coping

So today I get told " L Is going through this too ( her husband passed away a month after mine ) , but she still counts her blessings. REALLY????? Well, good for fucking her. I'm sorry if I don't see the blessings in my life right now. My biggest blessing was taken away, and in a horrible way at that. And a few months before that we lost the home we worked so hard at remodeling to a fire. So yeah, I'm sorry that I don't seem to find too many fucking blessings in my life this freaking Valentines Day, but in my eyes it really doesn't see all that fucking blessed right now.