January 26, 2019 in Letters to my Friend

Dear Friend,

Well, it is still the night of the 25th, but I need to motivate myself. I want to get up at least semi-early tomorrow, and go for a 30-minute run. First, close the browser and shut down my laptop. I also would like to text back Maureen today. I’m treating texts like emails, and emails like snail mails.

Aw man, I spend so much time in bed these days. I justify it by the fact that I’m trying to work as hard as I can during my awake time. It’s 8:47 AM on Saturday but heck yeah I am going for a run. Don’t stop me. OK. Charge this phone. DONE. Put on workout clothes. And shoes. Put up my hair. Do it!

Phone is still charging. I think I’ll go have breakfast, then go run in 45 minutes. Yep, but I won’t be able to do that tomorrow. I really have to make a point of going to bed at 10.

I’m paralyzed again. Been like this for a whole hour! Disgusting. Now, let me get up and do 1 LSAT session. Then I’ll go clean the house. At least my bed and bathroom. OK, get up, put the laptop down and set up the desk lamp as well as my book. DONE. I love some of my possessions, like this very cheap, very basic, amd very reliable desk lamp. OK, I’ll do my LSAT. Then I’ll do as much cleaning as I can, and go to bed at 11, and wake up at 7 for my morning run.

I just swept my floor. So much hair. My hair sheds so much but it doesn’t thin out. I’m thinking of cutting it to my shoulders. Ok. Now I clean the bathroom. It’s already 11 pm though.

I’ve been thinking all day about you and how I could talk to you, because I’m watching The Avengers.

Okay, publishing this post now though it’s the morning of the 27Th.

Love,
Your fangirl.