reasons why i am pissy ‘19 in Tales from Pine Springs

Well first of all, the fact that I have to type all of this up on my phone due to my fear of someone being able to find this on the work computer. Of course my phone is lagging.

Shrimp is butt dialing me. I know it’s a butt dial because she wouldn’t call me at this time but of course she still has to text me, announcing that she has butt dialed me, just making my phone lag more.

I hate being the only one here working under a certain dr doing a certain thing. No one else here (that’s here during the week or full time) is a part of this program. Nobody gets how much work I have to do compared to the regular employees and it’s impossible for me to explain because it I try to I just sound like an asshole, and anyway no one would BELIEVE me.

I don’t know what it is about me but I feel like people always assume I’m a slacker who doesn’t care. Maybe it’s the fact that I’m I’m young and not a fat plain piece of junk like a lot of these people here. ITS JUST FRustating that whenever something is not done or there is a mistake made, people here jump to the conclusion that it was ME who messed up. But it’s like I can’t point out that it wasn’t me and throw someone else under the bus because it would make me look bitter so it’s a lose lose situation no matter what.

I didn’t make Enough coffee this morning and I don’t like to make it here

I pinched a nerve in my neck/shoulder and it is so painful I’ve been taking Vicodin for it which
Is already starting to wear off. I wake up in the middle of the night w the throbbing pain and can’t go back to sleep until I take more pills again. I’m in pain but I gotta wait another hour before I take more the reason being solely that I don’t wanna run out.

IM AVOIDING THIS Group text between yayson and other skool people because I’m getting overstimulated right now. I don’t want to go out with them tonight because ITS A MONDAY. But I’m going to because IM A PUSSY who can’t say no.

Today is the last day of the 1968 exhibit so I have to go even though I don’t want to do anything.

I feel bloated for no reason

I only got 6 h and 46 m of sleep last night.

I would be excited about the new semester of school starting if it was last year and I was only working part time.

Blorp