This is no Joke & The Last Laugh in General Mental Anesthesia

So what choice do I have but to be on every social media outlet to mention the GoFundMe page that my friend set up for me on my behalf? I loathe doing it & it’s not all that useful because my social media reach isn’t very big.

I’m talking Blogs, Facebook, Instagram, Message boards, Twitter…

The Go Fund Me Page

Oh, and speaking of Twitter…

So I’m on there and going through posts relative to my health issues etc… and of course you come across tags like ‘death’, ‘dying’ etc… and then all of a sudden…

Tom Six (writer, director & producer) of The Human Centipede movies just liked a couple of my tweets, then followed me on Twitter.

And I’m not entirely sure how I feel about that, lol. I did like the 1st one, great concept & horror film, a great horror film should be disturbing by nature. The 2nd one, meh, the 3rd one… unwatchable! One of the worst movies I’ve ever seen… and I’ve seen Ghost Ship, after the 1st 3 minutes; it’s the single most cliche’ movie ever made & a total piece of shit! The Human Centipede 3 was actually worse! Literally unwatchable.

I especially don’t know how I feel considering the great John Noble also follows me… I mean you guys know him…

King Denethor from LOTR

and Walter Bishop (Fringe TV Series)

So yeah, there’s that.
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Then, as I was feeling nostalgic, because really… in my condition, what else is there? I was thinking about my work (or lack thereof). I really miss it and getting back to filming and creating is definite motivation.

Stills (bts / behind the scenes of films & tv shows I’ve worked on)

Me, directing the lead actor on set.

Us cameramen taking 5 on the racetrack while working with Fox Sports.

Taking notes between takes to stay organized during a music video shoot.

Behind the scenes of a movie I was the 1st Assistant Director on.

That all got me thinking about feeling better, not just physically, but emotionally. The depression is severe with all the constant pain & sickness and now new things popping up (I have to go back to see the back surgeon again & I need to see a pulmonary specialist as well).

So I tried to remember the last time I laughed… I was trying to be quiet because it was late at night and it was a little over a year ago.