horrible dream weirdness/today's plans in Second 1st

It was nice just to sit and talk with someone yesterday. Krystal thinks it’s funny about Kerri wanting to screw Rocky and how there is no real way that’s going to happen because of how broken she is (Kerri).

I had the worst sleep last night. I went to bed at like 7 and Rocky had gone before me by like 2 hours but hadn’t gone to sleep. When I went in he got up to use the restroom and I was asleep before he got back. I don’t know that he came back at all cause I woke at 10:30ish and he wasn’t there. No biggy, he wasn’t feeling well I figured he was medicating or zoning in a video game.... no worries. I woke again at 1 and went to the restroom and after that sleep was 3 layers. I was trying to sleep in a dream and kept hearing voices. They were all sinister in nature. Though I can’t remember just what they were saying I was scared of it. I lay in a room where the door was not in the same place and the bed was against the wall it was enough different that I knew it was the dream part. I tried to talk in my sleep in the dream and I’d wake in the other dream.... It was 3 layers of hell. I woke in the dream to the dream and listened and heard Sammy and my mother in law in the living room talking about the texts I had sent. Her saying how funny they were and him saying how when I read them to him he wanted to laugh so hard. Then I went back to sleep waking in the real world. I would then consider getting up at 3 am but we have a good bit going on today so I’d try to go back to sleep just to end up back in a 3rd layer dream with sinister voices and me trying to make noises to wake real life Rocky to wake me because I was scared and miserable. I will ask him when he gets up if I ever woke him with those because seriously. I was saying “help, wake me” over and over sigh it was horrible. .... I saw a thing in the shadows in the real world. My cell phone gives off a glow bedside and the thing was close. I saw eyes, I saw a thing..... I don’t know how to tell you wheat it was. I don’t know. I just decided that going back to sleep was best. Only to get back to the 3 level dreaming :( I woke at 4:53 and hoped out of bed 1) to shake off the dream and 2) to grab the 5am Justin’s..... it’s 6:39.....

Laundry, dishes, rolls that I didn’t do yesterday, I’ve got to clean off the counter /table/ kitchen/dining room areas as well as sweep before 2 when we are scheduled for a quote for a cover for the back porch. After that guy leaves so will we. The Meniere’s group meets today and we will finally have time to talk to each other. This month is an open floor :) which is more what I thought a support group was about to begin with. So far we’ve had speakers tell us how we should handle the disease.... which in my opinion has not gone well. i think we have a dietitian coming next month.

I have a huge headache and I’m sure it’s from the bad dreams. Come on Jennifer you’ve got this a stupid dreams not going to knock you out a whole day. ....

Rolls are started and laundry is running. I think I’ll do some bill paying before I start trying to clean up.