Tired depressed death during holidays in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

I am depressed. I dont want to socialize, or hang out. I dont owe taking your extra hours because you covered mine because i buried dad last week. I dont owe you a damn thing! What i owe is my family to make it through this hard time. I need to build them up while life took our happiness away. Yes i cry. It will take me a while to recover. I cant “just get over it.” From this moment forward i am trying to preserve what little sanity i have left. If you are offended you will get over it. My patience is thin i am exhausted.