So far today. in Second 1st

So today’s plans going so well… did dishes… and a load of laundry .... then Sammy came home. We sat and talked a bit .... and then Rocky got up. 10:30ish.... I read to them my plans for today and Sammy volunteered to swap the heaters himself (go figure, super easy). Rocky fixed the drawer… now it’s got sections :) finally! I built the shower shelf thing but Rocky put it in.

While I was working on pickles I was cooking up the pork chops. I sliced my finger a good one. Went to the bathroom cussing but Rocky was in there so I paced the kitchen till he got out. Turned off the pork chops.

He came out and stood in the doorway to the kitchen. I slid passed him and headed for the bathroom. He did not follow instead he hung out in the kitchen trying to asses what had happened. I cleaned up.... dragged out the band aids… put it on myself. I was honestly a good bit upset about it. I always drop everything when it’s cussing and a rush to the bathroom but he thinks I didn’t get a cut because I didn’t barge in on him shitting? that’s gross yo.... would rather clean up blood on the floor thank you. I came back out and he’s in the kitchen looking for the tool that holds veggies.... though I was done and didn’t need it. It was my fault I got hurt. I blame no one but myself. He wants to blame Sammy. Swearing Sammy must have moved the holder piece and that if I had it I would use it. I corrected him because it’s not likely and it’s shitting that he wants to blame his brother for me getting cut.... it was an accident. It did however make me very angry that he was out here worried about that instead of helping me with the band aid.... I pointed out that I always tend to his wounds and ask how he got them later (or during). .... He got angry and threw away the slicer.... I told him I didn’t give a fuck about that. .... about an hour of silent treatment both ways and I said “What the fuck is up with us?” he said Ï don’t know” and then we just acted like it never happened. ....

I had started the rolls and after mixing and setting some in the bread machine I still had to roll them out ..... so after that I changed the band aid and showed him the damn cut. I sliced off a good chunk but I’ll be fine.

My goal for internet stuff is 10 a day. I’m at 13.71 now. I’m holding overages for the next few days.... I only just remembered I need to call the lady about the hearing aid..... and luckily I don’t need to .... appointment card says 10-11 Wednesday.

Sammy informed me that he downgraded his Netflix to just play on one thing at a time. Which is his choice and completely fine.

I managed to make some more toilet spray, we were almost out. Rocky moved the clothes to the drier and now I have to fold them… and move a second load to the drier. I have a ton of dishes now from the bread/pickles/pork chops but I’m going to have to wait till later for that. I’m just about where I want to be. Going to fold some clothes now.

Last updated December 03, 2018